Broken

I loved you since forever
I needed you
Wanted you.
I knew I could never have you...
Or so I thought.
You came to me
Out of the blue
A stroke of lightning
Meeting the parched earth.
And you held me
In loving arms
Oh I had you
And I loved you
You were mine
For now and forever.
Miles between us
Never did count
Months between us
Never did matter.
It was all but
Oh such a sweet torture
Endurable.
You were there
After all
In the end,
You were there
Making the pain
Worthwhile
You were there
Making the wait
Bearable.
I held you tightly
In my heart
And filled the world
In your void
With you
Your soul.
But you took
It all away
The safety net
Your love.
And the jar
Of my love
For you
You spilt it
It's broken.
Now my love
Spilt away
Into oblivion.
But the pieces remain
Jagged and sharp
And I try
To bring them back
Together
Though empty
My jar, it stands.
But once broken
Always broken.
And now I lay
On my lonely
Virgin bed
Narrow.
Left with nothing
But your prescence
Everywhere
In Everything
And I lay cold
Sadness and grief
Come and go.
Passions once unbridled
I do not know
If dead.
But I do know
My song
It's long since
Broken.